wow..had to google “secondlease.wordpress” to land on my own blog! and let me say what a prescient domain name (er or whatever its called. IP shy pee address, m making it worse? oops 😛 )
for second lease it is, friends…my dad asked me to take the exam again, & i am doing just that 🙂 yeah, i always was a laaton-kay-bhoot variety, wasnt i? 😀
and yes, i m finally done crying..took a long time, this time..but woooooh, m stable 🙂
though words like “mehnat”, “future”,”dua,” “expectations”,”csa”,”taqdeer”can still kinda trigger some lacrimal activity…hehe..jk! 😛
missed all of u so much, but then most of u were missing too..sawj, safi, sophi,specs,farooq,hira 😦 ..stayed in touch with leena on fb, before deleting my account (er i hope u dnt notice this part, postman 😉 ) postman and mahwish r still active, fortunately…so i lurked there kbhi kbhi 🙂 oh mah, read your posts on express tribune, wow girl! you are going places! 😛 (in every sense of the expression 🙂 )
as for me, well…my dhakka start prep is back on…its funny how the schadenfreude-ly people are sticking to me again “AwwWW(nnn*nasal*)..pala baby, you are going to do better this time..After all you now know what you r (not) supposed to do”..er ohkk..you guys dont get it do you..well, i might b experienced a bit..am still on the negative side of the balance…the confidence i had the last time has been shattered to bits. although i did manage to patch it back up with cellotape, uhu and good ol’ samad bond borrowed from dear friends,cooperative family & my own dhitayi, its still far from the original thing…..so assuming that after such a high profile failure, i’ll somehow jump back into the fray with confidence and morale intact, is sorta..asking a lot…m not exactly reincarnation of Robert Bruce!! (the spider (gazing) man)
boht kuch saha hai, yeh bhi seh he lain gay hum
hahaha..see? at least my lame poetic streak escaped unscathed…..chalo, bhagtay chor ki juraab he sahi 😉 yeah, i ammended it,so?